GRIEF ROOM – CORNER #4 – GRIEF OVER TIMES WE DIDN’T ASK FOR HIS HEART AGAIN

Bob:

“Jesus was showing me and preparing me for how grievous it was to Him when I felt ashamed and didn’t ask for His heart again. He gave me the dream that it was the second time that I wouldn’t look to Him.  Then there was the dream of “Mr. Squash-bucket” and it is demonic. He is hitting me in the chest with a bucket and this about killed me. I felt that this was supposed to happen to me; I felt that I was to supposed to be abused because I felt separated from the Lord and I was not talking to Him. So, I was just letting this guy do this. Jesus was standing in the corner. Jesus said to me “I would never do that”. This was a grief that I had felt that I could not turn to Him, however there was an invitation to turn to Him no matter what.”